been reali tough recentli.. so many things happening. cant reali seem to get a hold of myself. hais. handphone cant be repaired though sent for servicing. reali damn sad lah. im juz too speechless lah. hais. it wasnt any1 fault anywaes... no1 wanted it to happen... blame it on darn luck bah...
im tryin reali hard to forget. hais. im reali not handling this thing well. i cant take it. i reali cant. but i guess somethings juz isnt wad they wld be bah. as sum1 i respect told me,'' wads urs will be urs; wads not urs, will nvr be urs...''. haha funny isnt it? i refused to believe in that before. but now... i reali resign to fate. 'if ur hearts not in it...' hais. studies reali tied most of my tym i spent at home. reali tough lah. the maths... teacher keep teachin like a speedin train. cant catch up. maybe im juz not tt smart. every1 seem to understand. but i dun. not even a single fuck. hais... fuck it man... i hate puttin the word fuck in my post... but juz fuck it lah.. hais.
hais, sum more expecting a hair check one of these days... damn sian.. dun reali understand y sld students hav a proper haircut. teachers think tt a sch haircut will hlp the student exell in their studies. but in fact, it lowers their self esteem. discouraging them from performin their best in sch. students juz wanna look good.. tts all.. hais... sianned. reali chose the wrong sch ba. hate it. cant take it. hope these things can reali end. hais. we're like 14? 15? c'mon man... why does life get so tough now? then wad wld it be like when we grow up and start workin? wld things get better? haha... dun reali get it.. parents scoldin like shit. doubt they did work tt hard when they were at my age. hais. its okay bah...
im tryin reali hard to forget. hais. im reali not handling this thing well. i cant take it. i reali cant. but i guess somethings juz isnt wad they wld be bah. as sum1 i respect told me,'' wads urs will be urs; wads not urs, will nvr be urs...''. haha funny isnt it? i refused to believe in that before. but now... i reali resign to fate. 'if ur hearts not in it...' hais. studies reali tied most of my tym i spent at home. reali tough lah. the maths... teacher keep teachin like a speedin train. cant catch up. maybe im juz not tt smart. every1 seem to understand. but i dun. not even a single fuck. hais... fuck it man... i hate puttin the word fuck in my post... but juz fuck it lah.. hais.
hais, sum more expecting a hair check one of these days... damn sian.. dun reali understand y sld students hav a proper haircut. teachers think tt a sch haircut will hlp the student exell in their studies. but in fact, it lowers their self esteem. discouraging them from performin their best in sch. students juz wanna look good.. tts all.. hais... sianned. reali chose the wrong sch ba. hate it. cant take it. hope these things can reali end. hais. we're like 14? 15? c'mon man... why does life get so tough now? then wad wld it be like when we grow up and start workin? wld things get better? haha... dun reali get it.. parents scoldin like shit. doubt they did work tt hard when they were at my age. hais. its okay bah...
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