Tuesday, December 26, 2006
how can it be
how can chelsea draw wif reading? haiz... so disappointed. i mean there was an own goal by chelsae man? haiz... wtf lah... maybe it was meant to ba... haiz... cant force things... drogba scored 2 goals but wasnt enough... zzz... fate
Monday, December 25, 2006
Cry me a river
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE LYRICS
"Cry Me A River"
You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no
You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)
You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving
You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it
Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea)
Cry me a river
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river
(Cry me, cry me)
"Cry Me A River"
You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no
You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)
You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving
Oh
(Oh)
The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving
You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it
Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea)
Cry me a river
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river
(Cry me, cry me)
Fool Again
WESTLIFE LYRICS
"Fool Again"
[Shane:]
Baby
I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place
I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over
[Chorus:]
Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.
[Bryan:]
Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly
You never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care
I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over
[Chorus]
[Mark:]
About the pain and the tears,
oh oh oh,
If I could I would,
Turn back the time
[Shane:]
Ooh yeah
I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over
[Chorus x2]
"Fool Again"
[Shane:]
Baby
I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place
I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over
[Chorus:]
Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.
[Bryan:]
Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly
You never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care
I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over
[Chorus]
[Mark:]
About the pain and the tears,
oh oh oh,
If I could I would,
Turn back the time
[Shane:]
Ooh yeah
I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over
[Chorus x2]
wat on Earth
so long never blog le... busy recently... haiz , very down recently... friends dun seem friends... their words dun help..nvm.. but they hurt me... haiz... they say things abt me that reali hurt... so wad if i dun like to talk? got prob? haiz... dunno wads wrong man... didnt expect things to be like this...haiZ. those i tot who cared and wld be there... zzzz... haiz... ppl around me onli ask y... not wad... haiz... reali frustrated..zzz... haiz having sore eye... so pain... haiz... so saddened... i nidded u but ... thx but i dun nid tis type of hlp... those friends whom i thought i cld have and share my feelings wib were like so different... i didnt get wad they said then they didnt wanna sae... i mean like wad r friends 4? haiz... things are so different now... zzzz... maybe friends arnt tt important anymore... having so many probs... home, friends ... haiz... whens these all going to end? haiz... so Damn!!!! ARgH!!! WTF lah! haiz... juz ..u noe...haiz...its christmas man... not WW2...ZZZzzz
Monday, December 18, 2006
Trying so hard...
im alwaes here 4 you... believe me...
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Sorry...
Sianned... its abt 3 am liao... cant slp... haiz... i reali dunno wad to do. im so lost... wish we nvr knew each other frm the strt... haiz... im sry... hope u noe how i feel. its not ur fault... the fault lies with me... im juz unable to accept another girl... im juz not ready... i've been giving excuses and excuses... im so so sry... i juz cant start a relationship i noe i cant sustain...i noe wad u want to hear isnt im sorry, but hope u understand... im not suitable or fit 4 u...
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Not a chance
Edge new 2004 theme
You Think You Know Me
On this day
I see clearly
Everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all
Leave it all behind
On this day
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive
I'll never long for what might have been
Regret won't waste my life again
I won't look back I'll fight to remain
On this day
I see clearly
Everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day
It's so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive
Fear will kill me, all i could be
Lift these sorrows, let me breathe
Could you set me free!
Could you set me free!
On this day
I see clearly
Everything has come to life
Bitter place
And a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day
It's so real to me
Everything has come to life
Now the chance to chase a dream
Now the chance to feel
Chance to feel alive
You Think You Know Me
On this day
I see clearly
Everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all
Leave it all behind
On this day
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive
I'll never long for what might have been
Regret won't waste my life again
I won't look back I'll fight to remain
On this day
I see clearly
Everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day
It's so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive
Fear will kill me, all i could be
Lift these sorrows, let me breathe
Could you set me free!
Could you set me free!
On this day
I see clearly
Everything has come to life
Bitter place
And a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day
It's so real to me
Everything has come to life
Now the chance to chase a dream
Now the chance to feel
Chance to feel alive
Not good enough...
if u decide to give up tt easily... then i got 2 words for ya... SUCK IT! u think u noe me... u give up... onli means and proves tt ur love 4 me is not deep... u r not even determined... i once thought i had u... but i was wrong... i tot..a small little problem like tis, we can do it... but damn rite u are... i was wrong... thank u.. put ur tail between ur lehs and dun get smacked my the door!!!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i dun understand...
haiz...i reali dun understand girls... wad did i do wrong where did it go bad? i dun get it.. it reali saddens me...i reali dunno wad to do... i feel so lost. and u juz left me stranded all alone... maybe we werent meant ba... haiz...fate... i cant carry on like this. haiz... y? i dun get it... waad did i do to deserve this... im sry ok? i cant take this any more... haiz... its all my fault... been missing, u wantin to see u... im hopeless... im juz unable to continue like this... u wanna come or not, tts ur prob... i cared but.... haiz... i dunno man... juz take wad u came wib and go away...
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Think b4 u make up ur Mind...
Hmm today...todae...todae... (wad did i do todae?)
oh ya...erm...erm...erm...(wad was i goin to say?)
hmm...rite... rite...rite...
today got up quite late...abt 12pm... was veri tired last nite... today decided to go distributing wib yinghui and mingyan... veri sian leh...( nth to rite ;p)
hm...tmr goin to hav the gym bbq le... so excited worr.. haha... dunno wad to wear wad to bring wad to do tmr... lol... hope it'll be fun... hmmm... shaun and cheetam wld be there haha and joey and jinshi and more ppl... haha... hope got food fight...;p
come to think of it theres onli abt 3 mre week then sch reopen. cant wait... also cant stand... still havent do homework... donno wad homework are there too...
haiz... so sian... nth to do other then work these days.... tmr meeting shaun under my blk then goin joey's hse... muz slp early...
oh ya...erm...erm...erm...(wad was i goin to say?)
hmm...rite... rite...rite...
today got up quite late...abt 12pm... was veri tired last nite... today decided to go distributing wib yinghui and mingyan... veri sian leh...( nth to rite ;p)
hm...tmr goin to hav the gym bbq le... so excited worr.. haha... dunno wad to wear wad to bring wad to do tmr... lol... hope it'll be fun... hmmm... shaun and cheetam wld be there haha and joey and jinshi and more ppl... haha... hope got food fight...;p
come to think of it theres onli abt 3 mre week then sch reopen. cant wait... also cant stand... still havent do homework... donno wad homework are there too...
haiz... so sian... nth to do other then work these days.... tmr meeting shaun under my blk then goin joey's hse... muz slp early...
Monday, December 11, 2006
young and hopeless
hmm... today went to amk side of english tuition... was quite sianned... at least better then admiralty... didnt feel the same as b4... felt so unfamiliar... didnt talk much though... haiz... recently been so sianned... hm... elaine coming back to s'pore tmr.. lol.. cant wait...
recently i've been thinking alot... who r the friends who r truthful and loyal to me? not many i can name... haiz... even those whom i thought knew me best werent there 4 me... maybe its my fault not to tell them ba...
juz now went wib yinghui and mingyan blk hunting... haha. distributing flyers... so tiring... done abt onli 17 blks... had quite a fun tym... hope we can earn extra income... buy ourselves some things... sometyms i feel that parents shldnt be too overprotective over their children... this prevents them from learnin more real life experiences... haiz... sumtyms dun understand y life's so difficult... we still hav to die in the end anywaes... maybe juz for the sake of money ba... in this world... money is everything... no money no talk... its quite true... but actuali trust, friendships cost more then juz cash... but ppl all over the world are starving mostly due to poverty...
now here i am sianned on my warmed up chair...typing a post 4 my blog.... so sian...
haha.. the bbq is juz 2 days more to go.... so excited.... eat eat eat.... haha... tmr goin shoppin for food for the bbq wif the gym ppl... meeting shaun and joey later today at 9.15am... so tired now... feel like slping.... but cant slp leh... zzzZZZ
recently i've been thinking alot... who r the friends who r truthful and loyal to me? not many i can name... haiz... even those whom i thought knew me best werent there 4 me... maybe its my fault not to tell them ba...
juz now went wib yinghui and mingyan blk hunting... haha. distributing flyers... so tiring... done abt onli 17 blks... had quite a fun tym... hope we can earn extra income... buy ourselves some things... sometyms i feel that parents shldnt be too overprotective over their children... this prevents them from learnin more real life experiences... haiz... sumtyms dun understand y life's so difficult... we still hav to die in the end anywaes... maybe juz for the sake of money ba... in this world... money is everything... no money no talk... its quite true... but actuali trust, friendships cost more then juz cash... but ppl all over the world are starving mostly due to poverty...
now here i am sianned on my warmed up chair...typing a post 4 my blog.... so sian...
haha.. the bbq is juz 2 days more to go.... so excited.... eat eat eat.... haha... tmr goin shoppin for food for the bbq wif the gym ppl... meeting shaun and joey later today at 9.15am... so tired now... feel like slping.... but cant slp leh... zzzZZZ
Saturday, December 9, 2006
"Hell Song"
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through
I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you
It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me,
i can't believe.
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
hmm... today had quite a fun day... went to shaun's hse... his cats were adorable... especially snowy... lol... cant seem to keep our hands to ourselves... but one of the cats was so violent... lol... then we became afraid of it.... lol...
haiz... me and my qtns and wondering again.... i've got alot of qtns to ask... but not being able to do so...
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through
I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you
It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me,
i can't believe.
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
hmm... today had quite a fun day... went to shaun's hse... his cats were adorable... especially snowy... lol... cant seem to keep our hands to ourselves... but one of the cats was so violent... lol... then we became afraid of it.... lol...
haiz... me and my qtns and wondering again.... i've got alot of qtns to ask... but not being able to do so...
Thursday, December 7, 2006
work work work
today has been a tiring day 4 me... went to parkway parade to look for a job... distributing of pamphlets... haiz... tt wldnt be easy man... but luckily we onli had 2 stacks to be done but 1 week frm now... hm..we r having abt 5000 of those to distribute in sembawang... sian... now i hav 2 jobs now... quite hectic actuali ... loads of work to be done... work so hard so little pay... not even 100...
its now 2 in the morn... damn tired but cant slp... too many tots...haiz...
hmm. great thing the gym bbq is approaching... hm... will be quite sian though... no grace to smash cake on...lol.. the last bbq was fun man...watermelon and cake on grace's face... and with shaun and cheetam's him... lol ;p...
sian... so damn bored...even the porn at home is getting boring( wad am i toking abt?) haiz...
cant wait till next yr...but i think it wld be boring too... nth to do at hme... zzzz
sumtimes i cant understand ppl... sumtimes ppl sld giv in to 1 another.... even if sum1 makes a mistake... u dun have to mmake it so obvious...so things are better not said or feelings may be hurt... u might not understand but juz spare a thoughht for others... zzzzz getting tired liao... *yawn* haiz... but dn feel like slping... still dreaming abt my dream....so dreamy... when will i get wad i want? hm... sld i juz ask or juz keep my gap where my teeth are? hmm.. u wld noe man... if i ask... i might juz seal the deal... but it might juz end up in a cold war... haiz... no one reali noes... sumtimes it reali puzzles me... haiz... human minds are juz too complex for me to comprehend... hm... i wonder will early relationships last... i think veri difficult.. but veri hard to say... its so unpredictable... nobody noes....
okok going off to lala land liao... tmr still meeting mumu and jojo.... hope i'll not be late again...
its now 2 in the morn... damn tired but cant slp... too many tots...haiz...
hmm. great thing the gym bbq is approaching... hm... will be quite sian though... no grace to smash cake on...lol.. the last bbq was fun man...watermelon and cake on grace's face... and with shaun and cheetam's him... lol ;p...
sian... so damn bored...even the porn at home is getting boring( wad am i toking abt?) haiz...
cant wait till next yr...but i think it wld be boring too... nth to do at hme... zzzz
sumtimes i cant understand ppl... sumtimes ppl sld giv in to 1 another.... even if sum1 makes a mistake... u dun have to mmake it so obvious...so things are better not said or feelings may be hurt... u might not understand but juz spare a thoughht for others... zzzzz getting tired liao... *yawn* haiz... but dn feel like slping... still dreaming abt my dream....so dreamy... when will i get wad i want? hm... sld i juz ask or juz keep my gap where my teeth are? hmm.. u wld noe man... if i ask... i might juz seal the deal... but it might juz end up in a cold war... haiz... no one reali noes... sumtimes it reali puzzles me... haiz... human minds are juz too complex for me to comprehend... hm... i wonder will early relationships last... i think veri difficult.. but veri hard to say... its so unpredictable... nobody noes....
okok going off to lala land liao... tmr still meeting mumu and jojo.... hope i'll not be late again...
like a whirlwind inside of mah head,,,,
been so frustrated recently. dunno wat had got into me... feel that ppl whom i once trusted or knew werent there 4 me after all... hmm... i guess tis is life... life? impossible... fate more rather... wads fate? if fate is wad would or will happen... then why do we have to make choices? wldnt it all be the same..? then wads life? a test? a joke? or juz of sheer luck? ppl tell me tt we shld live life to the fullest... wad does tt mean? slacking? having fun? hanging out? or juz studying till some 20+ yrs and then get a job and work till u retire? i reali dun getit...to me life is meaningless... its like so dull.. and people around are like so 'fake'. in their thinking and behavior... so why are we studying so hard 4? get a good job? and earn big bucks? so wad? who knows maybe ur son/daughters might be some f*king big spender? u wldnt know.... so wad if u live happily? wat is there after death? i reali wanna know... if there is nth after death... y r we living? or more rather wad are we living for? i dun get it... i juz dont... u see b*tches and b*stards all around us trying to be some hooligan... trying to prove themselves... wanting ppl to know how great they r... but in fact they r the weakest inside... i noe.. coz i've been there...
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
My best bro ever...
wah... today im so happy... my blog finally has a blogskin thx to my bro mc... realii grateful to him... hes the best man... haha, next yr same class as him... truely happy and excited.. he's reali a great person... helpful and kind... lol...
haiz... a friend of mine is leaving for hongkong tmr... goin to miss her lots for awhile...haha... although she likes to ask loads of qtns... i find her adorable... haha.. reali feel good knowing her... hope when she come back can continue to 'fan' me again...
hm... ya, juz now i and ah boon went 4 a walk round the neighbourhood. lol. so funny. call so many ppl to 'cup'. lol. addicted liao... then got 2 gals alwaes chase him... then bully him... so ke lian... lol.
oh ya... still have to continue selling those x-mas cards... not to expectation though.. alex the supplier suggested me to sell those cards outside the turf clubs... i mean...TURF CLUB???? lol... maybe will try ba... hop can sell mre card so tt wldnt have to ask my parents 4 money... my parents vry ke lian wan leh... work till late late... come hme to see sons and daughter getting money frm them.. and having such a rebellious son like me... sad rite? haiz... sumtimes cant hlp it... they may seem unreasnable but after all im their son.. owe them lots...
btw... i love my new blogskin, so cool.... reali thx m.c lots...
haiz... a friend of mine is leaving for hongkong tmr... goin to miss her lots for awhile...haha... although she likes to ask loads of qtns... i find her adorable... haha.. reali feel good knowing her... hope when she come back can continue to 'fan' me again...
hm... ya, juz now i and ah boon went 4 a walk round the neighbourhood. lol. so funny. call so many ppl to 'cup'. lol. addicted liao... then got 2 gals alwaes chase him... then bully him... so ke lian... lol.
oh ya... still have to continue selling those x-mas cards... not to expectation though.. alex the supplier suggested me to sell those cards outside the turf clubs... i mean...TURF CLUB???? lol... maybe will try ba... hop can sell mre card so tt wldnt have to ask my parents 4 money... my parents vry ke lian wan leh... work till late late... come hme to see sons and daughter getting money frm them.. and having such a rebellious son like me... sad rite? haiz... sumtimes cant hlp it... they may seem unreasnable but after all im their son.. owe them lots...
btw... i love my new blogskin, so cool.... reali thx m.c lots...
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wad a fantastic, great, awesome, normal, sian day...
i strted today off quite normaly... LATE!! for gym. dunno y leh. alwaes late... then went 4 gym.. damn zai... had great fun at gym wib joey and shaun... they're the best... :D we were trying all sorts of stunts on the mini tramp... lol... in the end dun dare or cant do... but shaun was fantastic on the mini tramp... nvr used much strength still can jump high... then joey... his routines are alwaes so nicely done... i muz practice more hehe... haiz then the ize haiz dunno wad to sae him... then we discussed abt the outing... lol... so fun... guess he might not go at all... hurray!!! P.I.M.P. OLE!!! lol then went on selling the christmas cards... so tiring... reali greatful joey, shaun and jin shi 4 buying the cards frm me... then tt jane ask me to sing... lol... damn funny... then after the sales of cards i MY and YH plaed bball... fun lor... lol... hm... juz saw my idol's friendster ... wah love her lor... she so prettty lor... hmm...then reached hme... damn sian lor... then went online and chat... haiz... sumthngs are preferred not said and we sld respect eac others decision or pivacy... alot of things r goin thru my mind now... haiz... damn stressed... some may understand... i wonder why life muz be so complicated... haiz... i feel that im cheating her feelings...u think i wan meh? well...maybe i do. but the main point is.... i feel guilty lor... dunno how to solve tis prob... puzzled...
sian
haiz..still so sian... dunno and cant figue out how to upload a new template... sian... so damn sad lor my blog... cANT STAND IT... need hlp... haiz... at home so sian. hope can go 4 an outing soon. hm.. now come to think abt it... 2 yrs in phs reali flies.... my BLOG! its like yuck lor...haiz... wat to do... hmm. the template is like so sophisticated lor... complex... cracking my brains... tts all 4 now...
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new beginning
haha..hii ppl. Lewis here. finally got my new blog. kinda noobish though. sian... so damn bored at home... the holidays so boring... miss ppl frm sch... haiz... next year will be a brand new year... so many things to do and learn... cant wait... missing ppl frm 2integ... haiz... will not be the same... haiz.. i still dunno how to make a blog skin... noob rite? wad to do... i'll learn... kk tts all. updating soon....
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