today seem went slow... hais... woke up late... came sch ard 10.30... recess tym... then climbed the gates as usual... then played soccer wib the rest... parade square... ah choo... he suck man... find fault wib me... after the yc incident... hais... muz cut slope... sch socks... no ear sticks or bar frm exam... suck rite? hais... life couldnt get worst... the new dm caught me in the field... hais... then muz run sia... then can take back ezylink card... haix... suck me... then he asked me to get a hair cut too... slope!!! suck man... i hate it... hais... choi isnt tt bad after all... hais... let things go its course ba... hais... so sian... hate sch hate sch hate sch... the onli reason i go sch is you... hais... if i dun see u... my day seems wastes... hais... but anywae... hais... dunno lah... complications hoped not passed to me... hais... love, friends, studies... hais... gonna break down soon... cant hlp it man... hais.... things dun go how i want it to be... help friend frm a fukin mole teacher caused me to this state... y? i dun understand man... y muz cut hair... if once a term i understand... buts its like very week lah... hais... exam nxt week... not reali confident abt it... hais... at hme try to pia but cant get into my head... hais... miss primary sch... miss freedom... wads freedom? hais... fuck everythin man... ahis... fuckin sad lah... everythin i think abt it... my heart sinks... and i cant reali help it man... hais... emoin is not a choice not an option but a way and the way... hais... true u may sae wadever results i get will not sffect one teacher... but it reali doesnt matter to me... ahis... true... career future all in my hands... but at wad cost ? hais.... dun think abt all these le... go slp liao... hope tmr can be a better one... love u still- alwaes on my mind...