today's a day worth thinkin for me.... am i reali a flirt, i ask myself... wads the definition of a flirt... haha... do i reali flirt??? yinghui told sum1 i liked her b4 and she replied sayin tt '' didnt he alrdy change target? he so flirt wan...'' it reali pains me... hmm... i dun see no shit where i went wrong man... i change target not becoz im a flirt... juz tt i am reali unable to carry on pursuing that particular person... she might hav like sum1 or doesnt show any interest in me ok? im not a flirt... i seriously hate it man... i dont flirt and im nvr a flirt... u say i keep changin steads... but u dun noe wads reali goin on lor... i am serious in all my relationships and there's sumthings i reali wanna explain but am unable to do so at all! i feel so terrible lah... its like everybody has the bad impression on me... hais... girls... its like if i cant win the heart of this girl... sld i carry on with false hopes and end up with nth or move on and try my shot at another? i reali dunno wad to do man... im damn fu*ked up lah... hais... maybe if u think im a flirt, u sld think again b4 openin ur big mouth... if both parties are unable to suit one another... wad for carryin on this relationship rite? or sld u carry on juz for face sake and live in misery? i noe... if u dun think this relationship wld last... why stead in the first place? but u wldnt noe wads gonna happen wad... as both parties noe each other better... they discover one another's weaknesses and neglect the strong points... hais... is love tt difficult and demanding... hais... u say im a flirt... a playboy... a future editor of the playboy's magazine... to heck wib our friendship man... i dun think a friend sld make such offensive remarks... i hate it man... in class im tryin my best to control my temper... but u all are juz too much man... so much things are on my mind recently and i havent been fine so pls... hais... sumtyms i reali feel damn fu*ked up that i reali feel that fightin seems to be the onli way lah... hais... thx guys... thx for ur comments...