hais... juz confessed... feel so awkward... think she's gonna shun me lor... zzz... hais... zou yi bu suan yi bu lor... bo bian... reali scared that she will avoid me lah...hais.. sldnt hav said... very luan now... cant reali think... mental block... LOL... argh! so stressed recently... dio ppl also dunno how i dio.... -_- hais... sum ppl juz hav nothing to do... sian... dunno who to call... haha... hope tt things might juz turn out as i hoped... :) but reali doubt it :( love friends enermies... rather a lover a friend than an enermy... haha... lifes liddat bah... cldnt alwaes go how i expect it to be, can it? haha... sian... now readin social studies... promised ss teacher to read a portion every day... then highlight the main points... lol... can see that she reali cares... but... hais... sumtimes i dun reali see these onli whe i go hme and sit dwn and think...haha... argh... problems problems problems.... life's easy? think again...