i feel so frustrated... my life is like all messed up... sumthin seems to be missing in my life... im feeling so empty... dunno wads life's purpose... haiz... seriously... my life's fucking messed up... sum of u may noe... its not easy being me... i often place others before myself and wad i get is negligence ... i feel so hurt... hais... everything seem meaningless to me now... cant take it... my family doesnt care friends hav their own life, i dun blame them... but y my life differ so much... hais... maybe this is fate ba... so unpredictable... hais... i noe there are ppl out there having to spend their life 100 tyms worst then mine... but i juz dun understand and cant accept the way im living right now...
now im having a sore throat and a flu... sooo sianned... my day cant get worse... hais... wish im sum1 rich... hais... healthy too... but... impossible... for now...