now im having a sore throat and a flu... sooo sianned... my day cant get worse... hais... wish im sum1 rich... hais... healthy too... but... impossible... for now...
Sunday, January 21, 2007
past...
juz saw u online and made me rmb the past... although i wanted things to be like it was afew yrs ago... you didnt wan...loved u but... i guess its the past ba...
love u...
today very de sian... morning went to goodspeed... used bloodseeker...damn zai...13kill 4death but used ursa damn sai... 15 death 1 kill... sian bo... feel tt i damn de noob...
then went for tuition till 6 then went supermarket buy food... scared later hungry...haha...
keep thinking of u... love u so much... reali love u... dun doubt my love 4 u.
then went for tuition till 6 then went supermarket buy food... scared later hungry...haha...
keep thinking of u... love u so much... reali love u... dun doubt my love 4 u.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Believing
tot i sld clarify wib u... those things i told u came frm my heart... i reali do care... u gotta believe me...
Tuesday, January 9, 2007
How to Save a Life
How to Save A Life
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
i love u still...
i still love u... although i've set myself to stop but i juz cant stop... it wasnt so easy... haiz... everytym i see u... my heart melts... like flying... lol... although flyin is not a good word... lately im not quite myself... haiz... its difficult to find, have and mantain a relationship... zzz...
haiz... heard that here cld be a soccer match between normal and express classes... i wanted to hav the forward position lor... haiz... but ying hu insisted he was the better striker... i didnt hav much to sae lor... then i thought that i cld settle for right mid... but wtf! its been taken... haiz.. i dunno man... i tot i am one of the best players in the express classes but i maybe wrong now... haiz... but i seriousli think that im a gd player... haiz... dun understand... b4 yinghui came i was there but after i am there below... the inter stream match they had last yr... i wasnt selected... i was so disappointed lor... but wad can i sae... haiz... i've been givin all i've got and wad i've have but y cant ppl see that... haiz...it reali saddens me lor... soccer is my life and soul... i juz cant accept the fact that i am lousier then alot of ppl in the express lvl.... haiz... cant hlp being sad... it may seem that im overestimating myself or being proud and boastful abt myself... but... haiz... tts the harsh reality ba... haiz... life seems to hav many challenges and competitions among 1 another... evnen choosing of players or am i to play or nt isnt decided by me... haiz... im reali upset... but nvr mind... wad difference cld a match make to my life... haiz...
hey... we;ve been friends since pri3 and i didnt noe wad happened at popular lor... i didnt noe wad wrong i did... did i sae anything offensive? if i did im reali sry... but tt day... u reali hurt my feelings... haiz... u ignored me today... haiz... why liddat? we're friends leh... lets get ovr wib this matter can we? haiz... im sry...
i feel that life reali is goin dwn for me... things arnt going how i wld like it to and i cant seem to be able to do anything abt it... haiz... haiz... ppl around me arnt how they sld be... they become reali self centred... haiz... wen ever sum1 nidded me... i will try my best to hlp... but it seems that every thing is juz 1 way... haiz... like the chinese hw we're supposed to do... my grp comprising of
6 ppl altogether... they juz sketched afew 10+ pictures and hope that i wld do the actual drawings all by myself... haiz... i dun reali blame any1 but i feel that im tired being the 1 doing all these sh*t stuff and juz get praises for what i've done but its the marks they get... so wad... i can giv all the job to X and when he did it nicely.. i can juz giv him afew complements and get myself marks that was done by him.... haiz... is this fairness... i had gym after sch and they blame my 4 not bein there... wtf... haiz... cant be helped ba... accept that fact lor... wad can i do?
i hate my form teacher... its like she alwaes pin points my every tiny bit of mistakes... juz the 1st week of sch i was lectured by her 3 tyms... wads wrong wib her and her antics of rules and regulations? haiz... to her following rules are no.1.... and explanations are no no's.... regret regret... haiz... i mean its for our own good lah... but it makes no diff lor... haiz.. and having her as a teacher is like.. ''u r a student and im a teacher... dats it... dun cross the line and dun treat me as ur friend...'' im like wtf lor.... haiz...k lor... maybe i've seen little of these types of teachers...
i seem to be alwaes complaining... haiz... feel so bad... but i feel so difficult to breathe... very upset wib many of these things tt are happening...
haiz... heard that here cld be a soccer match between normal and express classes... i wanted to hav the forward position lor... haiz... but ying hu insisted he was the better striker... i didnt hav much to sae lor... then i thought that i cld settle for right mid... but wtf! its been taken... haiz.. i dunno man... i tot i am one of the best players in the express classes but i maybe wrong now... haiz... but i seriousli think that im a gd player... haiz... dun understand... b4 yinghui came i was there but after i am there below... the inter stream match they had last yr... i wasnt selected... i was so disappointed lor... but wad can i sae... haiz... i've been givin all i've got and wad i've have but y cant ppl see that... haiz...it reali saddens me lor... soccer is my life and soul... i juz cant accept the fact that i am lousier then alot of ppl in the express lvl.... haiz... cant hlp being sad... it may seem that im overestimating myself or being proud and boastful abt myself... but... haiz... tts the harsh reality ba... haiz... life seems to hav many challenges and competitions among 1 another... evnen choosing of players or am i to play or nt isnt decided by me... haiz... im reali upset... but nvr mind... wad difference cld a match make to my life... haiz...
hey... we;ve been friends since pri3 and i didnt noe wad happened at popular lor... i didnt noe wad wrong i did... did i sae anything offensive? if i did im reali sry... but tt day... u reali hurt my feelings... haiz... u ignored me today... haiz... why liddat? we're friends leh... lets get ovr wib this matter can we? haiz... im sry...
i feel that life reali is goin dwn for me... things arnt going how i wld like it to and i cant seem to be able to do anything abt it... haiz... haiz... ppl around me arnt how they sld be... they become reali self centred... haiz... wen ever sum1 nidded me... i will try my best to hlp... but it seems that every thing is juz 1 way... haiz... like the chinese hw we're supposed to do... my grp comprising of
6 ppl altogether... they juz sketched afew 10+ pictures and hope that i wld do the actual drawings all by myself... haiz... i dun reali blame any1 but i feel that im tired being the 1 doing all these sh*t stuff and juz get praises for what i've done but its the marks they get... so wad... i can giv all the job to X and when he did it nicely.. i can juz giv him afew complements and get myself marks that was done by him.... haiz... is this fairness... i had gym after sch and they blame my 4 not bein there... wtf... haiz... cant be helped ba... accept that fact lor... wad can i do?
i hate my form teacher... its like she alwaes pin points my every tiny bit of mistakes... juz the 1st week of sch i was lectured by her 3 tyms... wads wrong wib her and her antics of rules and regulations? haiz... to her following rules are no.1.... and explanations are no no's.... regret regret... haiz... i mean its for our own good lah... but it makes no diff lor... haiz.. and having her as a teacher is like.. ''u r a student and im a teacher... dats it... dun cross the line and dun treat me as ur friend...'' im like wtf lor.... haiz...k lor... maybe i've seen little of these types of teachers...
i seem to be alwaes complaining... haiz... feel so bad... but i feel so difficult to breathe... very upset wib many of these things tt are happening...
Monday, January 8, 2007
Not possible
wad u said is true... i and her are not ever possible... but somethings are reali difficult to let go... maybe u wun noe ba... haha... i think its tym 4 me to stop liking her... haha... fated ba... i'll find sum1 else ba...
look wad hav i got... cool rite? haha... im nt tat dumb after all...
Monday, January 1, 2007
Yay!
look wad hav i got... cool rite? haha... im nt tat dumb after all...