today has been a tiring day 4 me... went to parkway parade to look for a job... distributing of pamphlets... haiz... tt wldnt be easy man... but luckily we onli had 2 stacks to be done but 1 week frm now... hm..we r having abt 5000 of those to distribute in sembawang... sian... now i hav 2 jobs now... quite hectic actuali ... loads of work to be done... work so hard so little pay... not even 100...
its now 2 in the morn... damn tired but cant slp... too many tots...haiz...
hmm. great thing the gym bbq is approaching... hm... will be quite sian though... no grace to smash cake on...lol.. the last bbq was fun man...watermelon and cake on grace's face... and with shaun and cheetam's him... lol ;p...
sian... so damn bored...even the porn at home is getting boring( wad am i toking abt?) haiz...
cant wait till next yr...but i think it wld be boring too... nth to do at hme... zzzz
sumtimes i cant understand ppl... sumtimes ppl sld giv in to 1 another.... even if sum1 makes a mistake... u dun have to mmake it so obvious...so things are better not said or feelings may be hurt... u might not understand but juz spare a thoughht for others... zzzzz getting tired liao... *yawn* haiz... but dn feel like slping... still dreaming abt my dream....so dreamy... when will i get wad i want? hm... sld i juz ask or juz keep my gap where my teeth are? hmm.. u wld noe man... if i ask... i might juz seal the deal... but it might juz end up in a cold war... haiz... no one reali noes... sumtimes it reali puzzles me... haiz... human minds are juz too complex for me to comprehend... hm... i wonder will early relationships last... i think veri difficult.. but veri hard to say... its so unpredictable... nobody noes....
okok going off to lala land liao... tmr still meeting mumu and jojo.... hope i'll not be late again...