so long never blog le... busy recently... haiz , very down recently... friends dun seem friends... their words dun help..nvm.. but they hurt me... haiz... they say things abt me that reali hurt... so wad if i dun like to talk? got prob? haiz... dunno wads wrong man... didnt expect things to be like this...haiZ. those i tot who cared and wld be there... zzzz... haiz... ppl around me onli ask y... not wad... haiz... reali frustrated..zzz... haiz having sore eye... so pain... haiz... so saddened... i nidded u but ... thx but i dun nid tis type of hlp... those friends whom i thought i cld have and share my feelings wib were like so different... i didnt get wad they said then they didnt wanna sae... i mean like wad r friends 4? haiz... things are so different now... zzzz... maybe friends arnt tt important anymore... having so many probs... home, friends ... haiz... whens these all going to end? haiz... so Damn!!!! ARgH!!! WTF lah! haiz... juz ..u noe...haiz...its christmas man... not WW2...ZZZzzz